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well another boring weekend, in fact another boring week



ive been so tired its unbelievable, i dont get why but if next week goes the same as the last few days its going to be well boring.



i cant even think of anything else to say, god im so bored, plus i need sex lol nevermind though

well got paintballing tomorrow but i aint looking forward to it, the new mask i got is good but my glasses keep steaming up, i bought a fan that fits on the goggles which is mean to prevent this but weather it works or not is another thing.



was meant to go today to test it out just me and my mate but he aint got back in touch with me as of yet so im guessing he aint going to bother, what fun aint it.



so if my glasses do steam up that is yet another thing that i enjoy out the window, not many more to go before im completely miserable.

well i got to say these last few months have been going very boring indeed, the only thing providing any escape anymore is work believe it or not cause im actually doing something.



there is nothing wat so ever to do at all, no mates to hang out with, no one to go and see and no where to walk cause ive seen all thats around here.



its just so boring, if i wasnt breathing then i wud swear i was dead.

well for every good thing that happens a bad thing follows



i tried to get contact lenses to go paintballing cause my glasses keep steaming up but cant put them in my eyes so now i cant even go paintballing anymore, so thats fucked up yet another thing i like doing, i aint got many more things left.



depression is getting higher and enjoyment of life is in the danger zone, all i have left is music so if i go deaf then im just going to kill myself.

well i past my fork lift test, it was the worst stacking i have done through the week but i still passed so im happy lol.

well the week has not gone to bad at all, its all been on the fork lift course so no real work involved lol



the tests are tomorrow now so that shud be loads of fun, the way its going to be set up i shud pass no problem cause ive done all the stuff thats in the test without any major failure i just got to remember the handbrake cause thats worth 5 points and ur only allowed 40 points, over that and u fail.



cant wait now, hope i pass anyway

well the fork lift course is going ok, i still have zero confidence in myself bout passing, made a couple of basic mistakes but nothing major, aint knocked anything over and ive always corrected myself before it got serious so he says i shud pass but we will see.